It’s weird some of us forgot this simple emotion after we grown up. When we are kids, being happy means having a lollipop from the “loti chia” or perhaps having a new toy.

After going to school, being happy is when you go to school, play with your friends and passing an exam.

But after you no longer  have the privilege of being a student, life start to sucks. Maybe not for you, but for me.

I think I don’t know and don’t want to be self sufficient. That’s why I am so unhappy. I wish I could be simpler. But there’s no turning back.

So where can I find the meaning of happy other than dictionary or Wikipedia or Google?